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(Contains: ideologically sensitive material)
Glued into ill-fitting skin,
and I cannot sit still,
I cannot melt into the scenery,
I cannot give up.
I wish for
Falling into restless sleep on the curb at bus-stops,
or tripping into danger,
having the car collide with another car.
To look into the abyss and want to stay awhile
happens to occupy my mind all too much.
We don't know what lies beyond, but if it means no more fighting,
no more scratching, screaming, pushing existence.
If it means peace....
then I might contemplate closing my eyes.
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It's suicide prevention day, so I decided to write a poem about how I feel when I am at the lowest points and actually contemplating suicide. But, it is not the answer, because life isn't a question. It is a state of being that we have to hold on and stick with even though things get tough as balls. Those who do commit suicide on that note aren't weak, or selfish, but at the same time should not be glorified. It is not a way out, and it is not an avenue for peace. 
I've known a lot of people who've thought about hurting themselves, who have hurt themselves, who think that no one understands or cares. 
I urge you to get help. Even message me if you need a friend. I will listen. 
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So, you may have noticed I disappeared... the last thing I posted was in March...
I had this terrible period the last year where I felt like nothing I wrote was good enough, and that most of my stuff was incoherent, and derivative, and I really actually haven't written anything in ages. It's like a switch inside me turned off and the flood of poems I used to write just dried up. However, I picked up a new skill, I learned how to embroider and beadweave this summer, so that's a thing.  I'm a bit better now, and am going to keep working at the whole writing thing. Also I got two pet rabbits that I am the biggest suck for. I have a small netherland dwarf rabbit buck named Pippin, and a slightly larger lionhead rabbit doe named Lady. 
I am going to try to write again. It might take me a while to work on again, and I think I also would like to start writing some short prose pieces, but whatever happens, please have patience with me. I'm getting back on the horse. 
Also I'm probably going to be posting some sketches as well, because guess who's taking an art class?This girl

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Elle Spook
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Hello fellow deviants! I am Elle, and I live in Ontario,Canada. I like to write poetry, and that's probably what brought you to my page. I also knit and make jewellery.
Currently I'm working on a series of poems that are based on a list of prettiest words so that's why the majority of my poems have definitions. Here is the link if you are curious sesquipedaedalus.blogspot.com.… and if you do use it as prompts, let me know- I'd love to read what your take is on these words.
I also will do commissions for poetry and knitting and general fiction as well.
Plus: I am also looking for art to write poetry responses to- if you want me to write a response to a piece- let me know.
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So, you may have noticed I disappeared... the last thing I posted was in March...
I had this terrible period the last year where I felt like nothing I wrote was good enough, and that most of my stuff was incoherent, and derivative, and I really actually haven't written anything in ages. It's like a switch inside me turned off and the flood of poems I used to write just dried up. However, I picked up a new skill, I learned how to embroider and beadweave this summer, so that's a thing.  I'm a bit better now, and am going to keep working at the whole writing thing. Also I got two pet rabbits that I am the biggest suck for. I have a small netherland dwarf rabbit buck named Pippin, and a slightly larger lionhead rabbit doe named Lady. 
I am going to try to write again. It might take me a while to work on again, and I think I also would like to start writing some short prose pieces, but whatever happens, please have patience with me. I'm getting back on the horse. 
Also I'm probably going to be posting some sketches as well, because guess who's taking an art class?This girl

Love PoP 

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Laeneris Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Student Writer
A hug for you. :iconsweethugplz: Hope you can feel better soon.
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Ashdancer Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014   General Artist
Happiest of birthdays!
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NotenSMSK Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hapy birthday :la: I hope you are doing well and looking forward to you coming back :la:
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Mickadeth Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013
It would appear we're partners in writing! I've been looking through your stuff to get a feel for a style. I'm optimistic.
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La--Volpe Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You shall be writing with, for this round of Scratch That, :iconmickadeth:

Love your webcam btw. :heart:
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SovereignSin Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you for the fave! :D
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PrideofPanem Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2013  Student General Artist
You are welcome, good sir.
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toxic-nebulae Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Student Writer
:heart:
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PrideofPanem Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch <3
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disrhythmic Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
Thanks for the fave, love. :heart:
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